Friday, June 24, 2011

getting to know deeper and sharing it

when i was younger, i did not understood diabetes, nor did anyone around me really did
the adults think that they got the whole diabetes nailed down
but instead of telling me that it would be alright
they gave me the whole illusion that my life is gonna end if i had sugars or carbs
they flashed me with terror
fear of gangrene, kidney failure, infection, going blind etc etc etc
all day i'm hunted by nightmares

at first i was angry and i questioned "why me"
it even reached a point where i gave up in life
i was grateful that someone came in time to save me

as i grew, i started educating myself
reading more and more about diabetes
trying to understand diabetes
till today everyday is a learning step for me
i would share what i have learnt to anyone who wants to learn

i would be there for you to tell you everything would be alright
to be the person that you can fall to
the person that would understand the pain you are going through

just to tell and remind you, you are not alone

xoxo

D23

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