started pushing self to go further, beyond its limits.
a new achievement was reached
and all of a sudden everything started crashing.
felt like a drunkard and was struggling to stay conscious.
it was the worst i have experienced.
never again i shall go pushing my limits without "u" near me.
painful lesson learnt
that was the first hypo of the day
had more hypos throughout the whole entire night
even divine got worried, she had to check on me every 30mins.
at the end, i got too tired and stressed out
ribena and glucose tabs weren't doing its magic
therefore, i started munching on handful of pretzels aka carbs
woke up feeling like crap, and the bg was only 6.7 despite the amount of carbs i ingested
had lunch, then head back home to nap as the whole body craves for sleep and rest
went to bed feeling like crap too
woke up feeling crappier
divine brought some food for me
but did not had the appetite to down anything
till the bg hits 2.8
the body kicked into survival more, i was one damn freaking hungry girl
downed the porridge and choc bun divine brought me
i then decided to head over to divine's place as i was feeling unsafe being home alone
on the way, i bought and ate a double cheese burger, a big mac, and tons of fries
that was how hungry i was
the sugars creeped up to 9.9 then to 10.7
took some insulin
bg still going up, 12
took a lil more insulin
bg went back down to 10.6
not gonna take any extra insulin
not wanting to face another hypo while sleeping
i need quality sleep
gonna log off and head to bed soon
might go jogging tomorrow morning
need to clear the mind from the series of hypos
and also it would be good to get some fresh air
peace out
xoxo
D23
current bg 8.8
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